Archive for September 29th, 2008

On fragrance

Kabir Helminski likens the nature of a spiritualized self to a fragrance: it has the capacity to exist in many places at one time, enter and become a part of solid form, to penetrate barriers (Helminski, 1992).  A fragrance is subtle, and its subtlety lends it an air of freedom. A solid, inflexible self is bounded by its rigid surface, rubbing abrasively against other matter – fighting for room to exist.  A fragrance can occupy a space so subtly, yet its presence cannot be denied. A fragrance adds a dimension to matter, yet remains distinct in its particular attributes.

If I were a fragrance wafting through the world, I imagine what it be like to enjoy its beauty and its grace.  I would be a witness and a traveler, scenting my path as I traverse, leaving behind a subtle residue perhaps, or a vague memory of the experience.  Unattached, yet very much a part.

The purpose of my existence is to emanate.  I exist because I emit. If I were  intent on serving myself – taking, acquiring, accumulating – I would cease to exist.  Both in form and purpose.