Submission
Posted in Articles, Meditation, relationships, self cohesion on 12/05/2008 10:59 am by Shaziathe narration of the stories of violence really shook me. they turned my insides out and i could not hold them.
the need for predictability and control reared its ugly head and instead of looking inwards, i looked out, to people, events and things.
as always my lesson comes to me when i submit, when i leave it to God to take care of me.
the lesson is patience Shaz, and faith. God whispers, Shaz, I have got you here, to this point of clarity and peace, even though you fought me every inch of the way, and you doubt me still?
no God, I do not doubt you. yes i fear uncertainty and long for an airtight experience of security.
But I also know now that is not found outside oneself.
it is within. that unshakable trust is planted, nurtured and sowed within the deepest recesses of my soul.
and so i bow my head and submit.
December 6th, 2008 at 10:03 am
a new perspective to look at the violence (madness) in the world.
security, peace and tranquility can be found within oneself whereas we have been looking for it in this materialistic world.