Superhuman
Posted in Articles, relationships on 02/18/2009 10:38 am by ShaziaI am not superhuman, when I am wounded, I bleed.
I am not supernatural, I am not immune to pain.
I do not have superpowers, I cannot control what you do or say.
Like waste, dismissed and disposed, my insides turn to shreds when you turn away.
I will not fight, I will not struggle. I will not resist or supersede.
Take it, take it all – take what you may and do with it as you will.
It is no longer mine, it never was.
I will stay in the posture of submission. I want to be in the stance of surrender.
Maybe then you will see how small and weak I really am.
I am not superhuman.
Superhuman
February 18th, 2009 at 11:24 pm
And how much strength it has taken for me to become so weak! How much have i had to struggle with to become strong enough to submit. How i fought and kicked and shouted and screamed and resisted to remain strong and dominant. And now, helpless and powerless i feel no weight and i fly. I fly beyond my body and my earth and my world – into spaces undiscovered and untouched. Spaces divine.
February 25th, 2009 at 10:33 pm
This is stunningly beautiful! It has both depth and levity – how is that even possible??